We Knew
It was our three-month ultrasound. We thought it would be like the movies, where you look at an ultra hi-def screen and the baby is crystal clear. It felt like a big moment. I had left work early that afternoon and was hoping to get back quickly. After all, it was just a routine visit, or so I thought. We checked in and were shown into the examination room. The nurse asked Hema to lie down on the bed. She applied gel and began moving the probe across her abdomen, looking for a heartbeat. Her reaction made us realize something was wrong. Hema and I looked at each other. The nurse didn't say anything. She simply said she would be back in a minute. We knew. The doctor came in, repeated the scan, and after a few moments told us that he was unable to detect a heartbeat. It was one of the lowest points of our lives. Three months in, we had already started imagining birthdays, schools, and family vacations. When you experience a miscarriage, it feels as ...
Looks like I have seen this...wait did I send this as thought of the day ? ;-)
ReplyDeleteman,
ReplyDeleteI had this poem in my eighth standard!! One of my alltime favourite poems...and the most inspiring..!! and maybe u sent it as thought for the day...i dont remember!!
I did not say I wrote it.
ReplyDeleteCmon...even i never meant that:-))
ReplyDeletea really inspiring one, especially for people like us who perpetually lack the motivation to do things.
ReplyDeleteAahaa.. That rings a bell. Rudyard Kipling oda poem-a eppovo school-la padichcha nyabagam..
ReplyDeleteIf...
ReplyDeleteYes a classic.. but then i remember reading in the 'LONDON' magazine of lit abt someone who got to india and heard a student reciting 'If'. The article went on to says something abt the value system of India as against the west. And about how the desirable values are changing the world over while India's sticking on..
Good or bad? Don't ask me..